For you, Paulette :)

Dear Paula,

Sweet Paula... God created you as a very talented and sweet girl. Everyone knows that you've been fighting, working hard, and keeping your head up in very difficult moments, and that's why you are where you deserve to be right now. You're recognized by everyone because of your talent, and you're truly beloved BY GOOD PEOPLE because you are a good person. Sometimes we're been through something we don't want to, and this something make us sad, we cry, we don't see God, we don't see even the floor we're stepping on. God sees it, my angel. And He knows exactly what's going on, and He always wants what it's better for us. You had hard times in your life when you had car/plane accidents, and I believe that at some point you cried and thought that you'd never make it. I believe that at some point you cried desperate, and didn't know what was going to happen. But here you are now. You won. You found strenght inside, God gave you directions, and you never gave up on anything. You're a fighter, you're a winner, I know that. People who have worked with you/for you know that, fans know that, even haters know that (but we don't give a sh* LOL), everyone knows that. God knows that. God knows what you are, and how sweet you are, what your weaknesses are, where your strenght is! That's the most important thing. He knows your limits, and what is good for you. Most of the time when we try, try, try, to have something, God is working up there for us to give us the best thing ever. At present time maybe we don't see it, but we do see it in the future. Maybe if you hadn't pass through so very hard moments, you'd never be a fighter as you are, and have the true values of life inside of you, sweet Paula. You have all these good things inside of you because somehow you experienced certain things in your life that made you see how beautiful life is and how miracles happen. I was driving 110 North another day, and my friend and I were late, I was very upset because we were a few minutes late to get to a party. At some point of the freeway, we saw a bad accident, people were crying, and the cars were destroyed. It happened minutes before we got there. Probably we would have been in that accident if we weren't late. Thank God we were late. In another day, last Thursday, I forgot the tickets for the American Idol concert in my house (South Bay). I was already in Hollywood to pick up my friend, and we were getting our make-up ready when I remembered the tickets were still in my house. We had to go all the way back in the carpool lane, I was shaking, very mad at myself for being so stupid, and I almost cried thinking that we would propably miss the concert. I didn't cry cause my friend told me this "if we're not getting there right now, it's because God is protecting us from something we don't know, and we're gonna get there at the time He wants to". We got there for the concert, just a few minutes late, but didn't miss anything important to us. We don't know what could have happened to us if we had taken the other direction. But at the moment my friend said that, I held my tears, and thought... "it's true, we don't have to worry, God is in control".
Paula, I love you. You're beloved by many people. Can you imagine how much God loves you, sweetie? He won't abandone you. Whatever happens to your personal or professional life, is something blessed by God. There are good people in the world, and there are evil people in the world. You are part of the group of the good ones. If God gives the sun and the rain to evil people and good people, can you imagine what can he give more to good people? Whatever happens, be sure my doll, that it will be for your good cause u're a very special person, and God has the best things for you. We don't know if He wants you on AI. Maybe yes, maybe not. We'll see. We know what we want. We want you to stay. We know that you want to stay cause you love your job, and you're the only one who's very dedicated to those kids, and to the show in everything. We know that millions of people want you to stay and that when the show starts, if you're not there, we all are gonna get united for you and turn off the tv in protest, for the whole season. We won't watch it. I won't watch it, and I know the people who will do the same. Maybe you'll say "guys, you don't need to do that..." , but Paula, we will. If the don't be fair to you, we all will. We know how much you love working there. But loviiie, what I wanna tell is that if you don't keep there, for sure it's because there is something better for you in the very close future. You're such a talented person, you succeed in everything. You know why? Because in everything you do, you put your heart on it. You don't work for the money only, you also work with your heart, and that what makes you so special. And if you're so special my sweetheart, God will never let you stay in places that you won't feel good anymore. He wants to keep you special, and see you happy working. I want that too :) I wanna see you happy :))) It's very important that you keep always dancing, and making your albums, that's a gift you have, a talent of not many people, a work you do perfectly. You make great music. You're a choreographer as anyone else. Keeping writing music, keep believing. Always. I believe you. I believe in you. I know you're gonna be fine, even if it looks like it's a hard moment. It will be better, my sweet Paula. I love you very very much, and I don't wanna see you crying. If you get sad, I cry. It's true. I don't like to see you sad cause I know how sweet you are, and that you don't deserve to be treated wrong. You're a doll. I say it again.. you're a winner, Paula. You are. God is with you, I'm sure. Don't cry. Your tears make my heart hurt a lot, and I cry :( Keep moving, keep smiling, go find your way, God will give you what you need. Believe. I'm praying for you. Smile. You have the most beautiful smile I ever seen :))) I love you, lovely Paula. Feel I'm hugging you now! Huuuuuuuug :) Enjoy your Sunday, go have fun, reflect a bit, don't cry, pray... and dance ;)

With love,

Malu xoxo